❝Beneath the makeup and behind the smile I am just a girl who wishes for the world.❞
― Marilyn Monroe

Saturday 25 August 2012

Blogger Droogs, Welcome!

This is a new blog for me, I did used to have another one but I had to delete it because of various issues but I'm back and its all good. :)
I wanna get all my followers back so please add me, I'm a good blogger and I comment a lot!

Lets get some things down here:
I'm 22, I work full time. I am a Sagittarius which apparently means that I'm honest, generous and hold great vision which I like to believe but then again it also says that I am good with money and can save it well (which is simply not true!)
I enjoy shopping for any occasion. When I'm sad, happy, worried. My boyfriend often compares me to that girl played by Isla Fisher from 'Confessions of a Shopaholic'
When I'm not spending all my money, I love watching films and reading. Before you ask, I did read the 50SoG trilogy and I loved it. (Okay so it wasn't the best written book ever but the characters were great.) I would highly recommend reading 'Bared To You' by Sylvia Day. Its the 1st in a trilogy, it's written very well and the story is lovely too. Just gotta wait until October for the 2nd one. :'(
Another of my great loves is make-up and fashion. I would love love love to be a model however i think my two tattoos will have ruined that for me. (Not that i regret them because I love them so much!)

I stand at nearly 5"9 and weigh 129lbs (today's weight) I have disordered eating which started about 3 years ago. I never eat anything without feeling terrible about it now. Some days I find it too hard to even eat a proper meal. I would like to manage it better because it jumps so bad from one week to the next. I'm going through a stressful time at the moment so I can't always eat properly. I have OCD and anxiety issues too. My OCD is mainly fear of contamination which causes me to over wash my hands and stress about washing etc. I am getting through it but my disordered eating is taking over now, its like my brain is swapping my anxiety problems into concerns and control issues based on my weight instead. Its a compulsion to be skinny and have that control.

I think thats enough to be going on with. Hope you guys are okay and please leave and comments or questions below. Would be nice to get to know you all. xxx

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