Pilates & Fake Tan

Don't worry I didn't do both at the same time... :P
No, I decided to try out the pilates class at my gym today. - Spur of the moment thing because they had 10 spaces available. On the website it gave me the time: 7:30pm-8:30pm. I saw it was for 'ALL' abilities and decided "what the heck". (Just to be clear, I have never done pilates in my life. I do a lot of gym and have done a lot of complex yoga before but never pilates.) I walked in and they were laying out mats etc. I spotted a colleague from work and went over to say hi. After greeting me she looked at me for a second then said, "You know this is an advanced class don't you?"
Seriously!?
Okay so the website had lied... and it was harrrrdd! I have never done this before. Ever. I very nearly left but my stomach was getting such a good work out, (a hard work out- ouch!) that I decided to stay. I managed it... just and I really enjoyed it too. After the class I spoke to the instructor and she told me that the beginner class was on a Tuesday night at 5:30pm. Now thats pretty much the time I leave work which is about 20mins away from the gym so I don't think it's likely I can do that class. Bummer! :(
My stomach hurts! And my arms are gonna freaking ache tomorrow.
On the upside tho. I will be more toned than I was prior to doing the class.
*positive thinking. hummmmmm*

I'm mega jel of my sister's holiday tan so I have fake-tanned my legs.  O.o
My legs are really the only part of me that needs tanning as they never change color. I could sit in the sun all day (and believe me, I have) and they still wouldn't tan. I have formulated a theory that my legs are too white and so they reflect the sun's rays back into the sky although now I'm thinking maybe onto my sister. :P
Its a self-tan mousse and I have used it before to good effect so fingers crossed... (You just know my next post will be titled 'streaks'.)  :-/

Oh yeahh so its the weekend!!
Weigh in tomorrow!! :)

Love Sirenne x x

Oh and I have 7 friends! Yay! :D

I will be writing a long post later on today but for now I am just reading all your blogs and enjoying them very much. I didn't get to weigh this morning so will do that tomorrow when I wake up.
Do u guys weigh? If so, how often, when, how...?
Mine is first thing in the morning, after visiting the bathroom and before I have so much as sipped water.
Took some measurements yesterday:

Height: 174cms

Waist: 68cms

Chest: 83cms

intake record no. 1

Todays intake: 635

Heres to my goal of looking like this:

went for a mile run...

and I am so exhausted now! How am I ever going to be able to do my 1/2 marathon? :'(

I ran and then walked and ran and then walked and then I ended up with a bright red face.

And a red face with bright red hair isn't the best look...

training shocker!

Yikes! I need to so some training! I just realised that in 2 months I have to run a 1/2 marathon for charity but I haven't done any training for weeks. I don't know how I think i'm going to be able to do 13.5 miles when I can barely run 1. All I do is sit on my ass and read or lazy around. How do I get motivation to do it? Do you guys do any sport etc? How do u motivate yourself? Okay so i'm gonna go for jog in a bit... once my nike+ sportsband has charged up. I can't bare to do exercise and not know how far/long/hard I have ran/jogged/walked... (slowly jogged) :P

I will update after my run... That is all.

Love Sirenne
x x

P.S. No that is not all... I have 3 amazing followers! <3

BBQs & Birthday cakes

I'm having a lazy day today. My man & I were invited to his sister's for a family meal which was okay. We had cheese sandwiches which is a big binge trigger for me. Since then I've binged on icing and I'm sure that our family BBQ later on is gonna conclude in my eating wayyy too much. We also have birthday cake. I don't know how I'm gonna be able to lose weight with all this food around me.
I have been so tired today too. I've just slept and slept. Partly, I think this is due to drinking a few glasses of wine last night and also possibly due my man's seemingly insatiable sex drive. (not that i'm complaining too much) he is my everything; my friend, my lover, my dom. I love him.

Thinspiration 4 you...

Blogger Droogs, Welcome!

This is a new blog for me, I did used to have another one but I had to delete it because of various issues but I'm back and its all good. :)

I wanna get all my followers back so please add me, I'm a good blogger and I comment a lot!

Lets get some things down here:

I'm 22, I work full time. I am a Sagittarius which apparently means that I'm honest, generous and hold great vision which I like to believe but then again it also says that I am good with money and can save it well (which is simply not true!)

I enjoy shopping for any occasion. When I'm sad, happy, worried. My boyfriend often compares me to that girl played by Isla Fisher from 'Confessions of a Shopaholic'

When I'm not spending all my money, I love watching films and reading. Before you ask, I did read the 50SoG trilogy and I loved it. (Okay so it wasn't the best written book ever but the characters were great.) I would highly recommend reading 'Bared To You' by Sylvia Day. Its the 1st in a trilogy, it's written very well and the story is lovely too. Just gotta wait until October for the 2nd one. :'(

Another of my great loves is make-up and fashion. I would love love love to be a model however i think my two tattoos will have ruined that for me. (Not that i regret them because I love them so much!)

I stand at nearly 5"9 and weigh 129lbs (today's weight) I have disordered eating which started about 3 years ago. I never eat anything without feeling terrible about it now. Some days I find it too hard to even eat a proper meal. I would like to manage it better because it jumps so bad from one week to the next. I'm going through a stressful time at the moment so I can't always eat properly. I have OCD and anxiety issues too. My OCD is mainly fear of contamination which causes me to over wash my hands and stress about washing etc. I am getting through it but my disordered eating is taking over now, its like my brain is swapping my anxiety problems into concerns and control issues based on my weight instead. Its a compulsion to be skinny and have that control.

I think thats enough to be going on with. Hope you guys are okay and please leave and comments or questions below. Would be nice to get to know you all. xxx