❝Beneath the makeup and behind the smile I am just a girl who wishes for the world.❞
― Marilyn Monroe

Saturday 13 October 2012

update - modeling & acting

Thank you girls for your support. It's been quite hard for me in the last few weeks but I'm trying to control it as much as I can. Had a lot of stresses last week which wasn't good at all & because of these stresses I ended up eating everything! And I mean everything! I have gained like 4lbs. Not happy. Major restrictions start as of today.
I have a modeling audition to go to next month and I need to remember that every time I go to eat. I don't wanna go and be the fattest one there. That would be mega embarrassing.
Another bit of news for ya... I got the lead girl role in a local pantomime thats goin' on. Got a shit load of lines to learn and a couple of songs *cringe* At least my life will be more focused now.

I can't tell you how sorry I am that I haven't been on here much. I just needed to get my head sorted.
I hope you're all okay!?

Love Sirenne x x

3 comments:

  1. Well done :)

    Just thought I would let you know, I am a full time model and trust me all the girls are your height and weight so try not to stress about it too much - I know that is easier said than done! Try not to show any how your feeling as the casting agents will pick up on it, I learnt that the hard way! It took me about a year to realise I just need to act confident even if inside I feel like crying.

    Where is the audition? If you want any advice just ask :)

    And good luck!!

    Bella x

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  2. yaaaaay, well done for getting the panto job! good luck with the restricting :) xo.

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