Is anybody out there?

I'm just wondering if there's anybody out there. I feel a little alienated because I've been off these sites for so long but I'm hoping there's still a friendly face or two.
So it seems I'm back. I was in self-induced recovery for a while but I keep getting drawn back. It's like a big magnet that I can't shake.
Currently weighing in at 125.8 and hoping desperately to lose more by next weekend cos I got a modelling thing. Couldn't stand it if I was the hugest one there.
Anyway, share the love and leave me a comment. Let me know what's been happening all this time?
Love always x

BBQs & Birthday cakes

I'm having a lazy day today. My man & I were invited to his sister's for a family meal which was okay. We had cheese sandwiches which is a big binge trigger for me. Since then I've binged on icing and I'm sure that our family BBQ later on is gonna conclude in my eating wayyy too much. We also have birthday cake. I don't know how I'm gonna be able to lose weight with all this food around me.
I have been so tired today too. I've just slept and slept. Partly, I think this is due to drinking a few glasses of wine last night and also possibly due my man's seemingly insatiable sex drive. (not that i'm complaining too much) he is my everything; my friend, my lover, my dom. I love him.