Eating too much but then a crazy surprise!

I don't know what's happened or who I've been switched with but since December 1st I have lost 2 lbs which mean that all through my birthday and all through Christmas and Boxing Day I have actually managed to lose some weight?? How is that even possible??!! I have eaten literally shit loads of food and chocolate etc...
Anyone have any reasons for this?
Love Sirenne xx

The new me.

Sometimes I wonder what's wrong with me. Why is my brain like how it is? Why do I have OCD thoughts? Why do I feel the need to control my eating. (Whether its restricting or gorging myself.)
Not only that but I spend so much money and I'm basically skint. I just shop and spend and spend and it makes me feel better. Why can't I stop?
Tomorrow will be better, tomorrow I will be a new person.
Thank you for reading.
Sirenne x